作词 : 大C
作曲 : 大C
编曲 : 郭小峰/猴子军团MonkeyLegion
制作人 : 郭小峰
how to get to the destination
I’ ve been finding for a long time
I feel there is no answer, but only much pressure
a voice inside my head, tells me it’ s not bad
I always only look on black side of my life
And I suffer from the same story over and over
There may be another door behind my back
That can free my pain and keep me away from negative emotion
I will hide my feeling
Just pretend i’ am happy
Cuz I know, everyone loves words of praise
I will hide my feeling
Just pretend i’ am happy
Cuz I know, this is what you want
so I am talking with myself
try to find the way to escape from the cage
hatred and rage are still by my side
do I really belong here， I ask myself
I always only look on black side of my life
And I suffer from the same story over and over
There may be another door behind my back
That can free my pain and keep me away from negative emotion
I will hide my feeling
Just pretend i’ am happy
Cuz I know, everyone loves words of praise
I will hide my feeling
Just pretend i’ am happy
Cuz I know, this is what you want
I don’ t know where to go
I feel I’ m always wrong
No matter what I can do
I feel I’ m always wrong
I don’ t know where to go
I feel I’ m always wrong
No matter what I can do
I feel I’ m always wrong
I don’ t know where to go
life gets stuck in the loop
how did I turn into
who I didn’ t want to be
I don’ t understand why I take the wrong line
I feel depressed in every day and night
should I change from the inside out
i need someone to hear me out
please hear me， help me
let me get back to who I used to be
I won’ t hide my feeling
Just pretend i’ am happy
Cuz I know, this the price I have to pay
I won’ t hide my feeling
Just pretend i’ am happy
Cuz I know
I won’ t hide my feeling OH...
Cuz I know, this the price to pay
Cuz I know, this isn’ t what I want
