作词 : Michelangelo Apanay
作曲 : Michelangelo Apanay
It's not like you're so special, it's not like you're the best
It's not like there's somethin' that makes you better than the rest
It's not like I've been up all night, trying get you out my head
So why have I been feelin', all these feelings in my chest?
'Cause I don't think about you, I don't wonder how you've been
And I don't see myself, as someone you could end up with
I wish you would just go cause you're someone I'd never miss
I wish I didn't mean the opposite
I wish that I could say, the things I really feel
I wish that I could just convince myself they aren't real
'Cause I know there won't be a day, you feel the same
I wish I just stop lyin' to myself
I wish I was in love with someone else
'Cause you don't think about me, or anything we did
And you just carry on, as if our memories don't exist
I wish I could move on, but I remember all of it
I wish that it could be the opposite
I wish that you would say, I'm not the only one
Dreamin' of a world where you and I could be in love
But I know there won't be a day, you feel the same
And I should just stop lyin' to myself
I wish I was in love with someone else
Someone who remembers me, someone else
Who at the very least, would wish me well
And tell me I just wasn't meant for you
Even if the opposite's the truth
But I'm hopin' that one day, we could meet again
And I could tell myself that it all worked out in the end
But I know that there won't be a day I'd feel that way
I wish that I could keep lyin' to myself
That I could be in love with, someone else
